the end of the year always seems to be my least favourite. it means i have to think about all the things i didn't do this year that i intended to. i think about how much has not changed since last year and i often feel like i haven't accomplished much. so before i start going into all the things i didn't do i'm going to make a list of all the things i did do and perhaps that will make me feel a little better in the end:

* sponsored a two year old little boy named Mamadou from Africa
* got a promotion
* got a raise
* went to mexico
* opened an rrsp
* got a puppy
* met some super awesome friends
* realized that i am good enough for anyone
* learned to bake a mean apple pie
* got a sweet tattoo
* made some wicked sweet memories

that's all i can really think of right now but i will add more if i happen to think of more :) that's all for now kids.

merry christmas <3

My life is off track and I don't know how to get it back where it should be. This isn't where I saw myself. It isn't where I'm supposed to be. It's days like today I fear I have forgotten not only who I am but who I wish to become.

i don't really want him but i don't exactly not want him. i think i just want to be the one to make him happy. we tried and it didn't work. on the rare occasion i make him smile my heart melts a little.

hi, i'm lindsay and i never seem to know exactly what it is i want.

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please look inside me followed by please go away.

As it is, I can't settle, I want someone who is fierce and will love me until death and know that love is as strong as death, and be on my side for ever and ever. I want someone who will destroy and be destroyed by me. There are many forms of love and affection, some people can spend their whole lives together without knowing each other's names. Naming is a difficult and time-consuming process; it concerns essences, and it means power. But on the wild nights who can call you home? Only the one who knows your name. Romantic love has been diluted into paperback form and has sold thousands and millions of copies. Somewhere it is still in the original, written on tablets of stone. I would cross seas and suffer sunstroke and give away all I have, but not for a man, because they want to be the destroyer and never the destroyed."

A SHORT LOVE STORY IN STOP MOTION from Carlos Lascano on Vimeo.

i am so in love with love it is pathetic.

if you haven't then you're probably just like me.

OH HI LUCIE.
YOU ARE A LOSER TOO.
HA. HA.